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STOP ASKING ME TO TRUST YOU

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Stop asking me to trust you
When you still have blood on your hands
Stop demanding me to trust you
When I still have your knife fixed to my back
Stop wanting me to trust you
While you continue to lie and hurt those on your path

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STRENGTH IN LOVE

It takes a lot of courage and strength to love someone
Which is why we live in a society of temporal pleasure
Most are cowards
And that includes myself at a certain time in my life
We hurt before we get cut
Leave before they walk out
As if that prevents the hurt
When someone walks into your life
I hope you make a honest and conscious effort
To be loyal with yourself and the one you pledge to

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ULTIMATE BETRAYAL

Have you ever kissed someone

That you loved

And felt something wrong in the kiss

A screaming intuition

Reaching for your bruised heart

He kissed me as if I was someone else

And I knew it then

But I kissed him back

Pushing my way in

Hoping that he would feel me

But he had moved on

He simply wanted to see me

To verify his choice

The ultimate betrayal

From the one I loved

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SCARRED BLAME

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He blamed my childhood trauma

Constructed a theory that it is why we failed

Blames me

And only me

It saddens me that the man I once admired

Reduced me to a victim

As if he hadn’t seen me smiling through the pain

Do I blame him?

I told him everything

Full disclosure

It was painful

It was hard

But I took those walls down

In hopes he would understand me better

Instead he used it against me

To remind me of my scars

And the secrets they hide

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D O U B T S

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I want to drown in his love

But I am scared

Frightened to give myself again

Fearful he will break my heart once more

Afraid of his intentions

Although he always claimed them to be true and pure

Time did not show the same

People change

Or so they say

How do you know

When to start or to end?

Lost within your eyes

Trapped with this feeling

I am not sure where I stand