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Desnudate

Quítate esa mascara de una vez

Quiero contemplar tu timidez

Desnúdate, te quiero ver

Y no estoy hablando sobre tu piel

Deja fluir tu verdadero ser

Aquello que nuestros ojos no dejan ver.

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The eternal battle… Heart vs Mind.


Have you ever gazed at someone

And know before them

That this will be the last time

Your eyes will lock against each other.

Your heart follows no logic

Your brain possesses no feelings

You are in a constant battle

Between what you feel and think

The question remains

Who will win this eternal battle?

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Song of the day: King by Years & Years

I caught you watching me under the light
Can I realign?
They say it’s easy to leave you behind

I don’t want try

Cut cover, take that test
Hold courage to your chest
Don’t wanna wait for you
Don’t wanna have to lose
All that I’ve compromised
to feel another high
I’ve got to keep it down tonight

And oh, oh, oh
I was a king under your control
And oh, oh, oh
I wanna feel like you’ve let me go
So let me go

Don’t you remember how I used to like
Being on the line?
I dreamed you dreamed of me calling out my name
Is it worth the price?

Cut cover, take that test
Hold courage to your chest
Don’t wanna wait for you
Don’t wanna have to lose
All that I’ve compromised
to feel another high
I’ve got to keep it down tonight

And oh, oh, oh
I was a king under your control
And oh, oh, oh
I wanna feel like you’ve let me go

I had to break myself to carry on
No love and no admission
Take this from me tonight
Oh, let’s fight
Oh, let’s fight
Oh, let’s fight
Oh

And oh, oh, oh
I was a king under your control
And oh, oh, oh
I wanna feel like you’ve let me go
So let me go

Let go, let go, let go of everything
Let go, let go, let go of everything
Let go, let go, let go of everything
Let go, let go, let go of everything

 

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It is both a blessing and a curse to feel everything so deeply

This resonates with me on so many levels. I have always been very sensitive to everything: people, places, feelings, smells, taste, you name it. Sometimes a two-minute commercial can make me cry on some days. It took me a long time to realize that I view this world differently. But more than anything, I feel more than I want to at times. It is hard for me to control my emotions and not allow them to take control over me. I get flustered by common things and always take things to the heart. I have learned to try to step away from everything I am feeling. Despite everything, there is good in what I feel. When I love, I dive deep into the ocean and do not think about going up for air. I go with the flow and do things spontaneously. It is incredibly easy for me to make friends due to my ability to read people. It is quite a duality. Today was not a good day for me. Because, today I felt incredibly overwhelmed by my feelings. But, I will erase all those feelings away as the moon shines bright. Tomorrow, I want to wake up as the new sun. Now let’s shine bright.