“If it costs you your peace, it is not worth it.”
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REVELATION I
“She wants others to fight for her, since she never fought for herself.”
HOLY CEREMONY
Tonight I will burn our love
All of our pictures
Erase your memory
Like that movie we watched
You see darling
I had made a love box
That I filled with trivial things
About us
Movie tickets
Booth pictures
Concert tickets
Love letters
And things you gave me
Surrounding me I had all this unconsumed energy
That was draining me
A dormant tornado waiting to strike
Tonight I am at the edge
Of losing my sanity to you
I won’t allow it
I need to burn this
Incinerate the town with unfulfilled love
In this quest of two
I have decided to stop this sick game
Of petty proses
Immature revenge conquests
And dissipated promises
In the end
The mirror is clear
I choose myself
When you failed to see me
I saw the light
And took flight
UNSPOKEN TRUTH
“People will always want from you what they could not give to themselves.”
INNER WAR
I was waging a war within myself
Punishing myself for what happened
When I couldn’t get justice
I was my own worst self enemy
Sabotaged my dreams
Allowed my mind to play games
Almost left permanently
Today I feel everything
It brings pain and it drains
The remaining life out of me
The one thing I was afraid of doing
To heal and to feel
Instead of living under a self imposed veil
IF I COULD
And if I could
I would do it all over again
To lose myself within your honey brown eyes
Over and over again…
AFFIRMATION XII
“I will encourage my growth and hold myself accountable of each leaf that sprouts.”
